Unrequited Love

I fall in love at the first sight
I was young and stupid
I try my best to get his attention
I give everything for his sake
I ended up hurting myself.

But i didn't put the blame on him
it was my choice to love him
and it was his choice when he said he can't accept me more than friend.

A friend to him
but a lover to me
whatever he made, i feel happy
even a short call
even a stupid text message
even a non related things
i still happy about it
that time as long as i can
see him
talk to him
listen to him
feel him
that's more than enough
even i just stay by his side as
FRIEND
I'm still happy.
Because i believe in chance
i'll try hard until he look at me.

That is my detemination
but it's all changed when i think deeply about it
I shouldn't care about him too much
i should care about myself
i neglected my feeling all this time
i should appreciate myself.

Then i decided,
let's just be friend with him
i put a borderline between me and him
that's a right choice i made
that's more comfortable
eventho sometimes the feeling toward him
is still exist.

A friend that support each other
A friend that understand each other idea
A friend...that will do for me
Enough for chasing.

When the right time come,
Allah S.W.T will sent me someone that suitable for me.