That voice

The sound of the waves in my ears
It feels like no one is here
I’m painfully standing here alone
Cuz I’m so lonely
“We said that we wouldn’t cry”
“I thought you only came to look at the ocean”
Now stop.

His voice won’t leave my ears...

I let you go but I keep hearing your voice
I close my eyes, I hold my breath but
I hear it, his voice
His voice that hurts me, that makes me bad
You, who I can’t see, who I can’t touch
I send you off inside those waves...

Like the crashing waves, my heart hurts as well
Sadly, this guy called Time flows by so fast
No matter how much I try to hold on
Like a wave, you came and left
Even if 100 people who are better than you come
I don’t want to be in love with anyone but you
I even hold on to this heartaching separation
And I don’t want to let go of it
I don’t want to give you any scars
Why me? I can’t ever have you
Is it all? Was this what our love was?
I would rather have you treating me bad, you bad person
I can’t even live through a single day properly, what is this?
I hold it in and hold it in, I throw it out and throw it out
But the thing that keeps returning to my heart is you
I drink, I walk the streets, I leave alone
But like a wave, the thing that covers me again is you..

Like a wave, you come and go again
And I live in longing day by day
I hold it in and hold it in, I throw it out and throw it out
I embrace you, who keeps returning to my heart
And I live..

Every single day, at your voice
I hear your voice every single day
I feel like I am dying
I cover my heart and heartachingly
Cry all my tears that I could in an eternity
Now I finally know that I have a lot of tears
I am a woman after all

His voice that hurts me, that makes me bad
You, who I can’t see, who I can’t touch

I send you off inside those waves...