Just do, Dont Think.

Its actually an advise from someone,itu apa yg dia selalu pesan dekat aku and those words mcm chewing gum stuck in my head. Those words pernah aku try apply kan dlm hidup aku which is time tu aku agak messed up and everything out off my track. So, aku try apply kan method ni, and finally it end up with more frustration and beyond my expectation. Damn~

Tak boleh guna method ni dlm hidup aku, it make me more complicated. To me yg seorang suka berfikir dan sgt suka mengikut logical. Itu benar-benar tidak menepati cara aku. Yeah, just do without thinking is a risk, u have to be brave enough to take the challenge by knowing the consequences. Sometimes, as a human mmg kita akan buat something yg kita, secara tak sedar dah buat org lain misunderstanding with our action. Tak kiralah benda baik or benda jahat.

Bagi aku,kadang-kadang bila kita just terus buat something without thinking boleh buatkan kau actually lagi sakit kalau terjatuh. Macam like kau terharu dgn action someone tu or kau terpercaya apa yg someone tu katakan, one day bila nanti kau dapat tahu the truth yg someone tu buat benda tu semua without thinking, without they realise, yg paling hurt sekali is kau. Seriously, aku tak tipu. aku pernah rasa and aku pernah secara tak sengaja buat dekat org lain pula. Benda tu mcm rotate and reflects dekat kita balik nnti. Lastly, someone tu just akan ckp yg dia buat everything tu utk happy kan kau, and just nak treat kau nicely after kau had a bad day and dia tak terfikir pun with dia punya action tu boleh buatkan everything turn to be your worst nightmare.

Tahu tak feeling of the betrayal?it can happend bila kau hoping for someone yg kau sendri tahu yg relation between of u will be complicated? Benda actually tak complicated, hanya manusia yg buatkan benda tu jadi complicated. Daripada kau bagi false hope dekat someone, better kau cakap direct and think before u talk and do something. Cakap direct memanglah a bit harsh, but bagi aku, aku lagi sanggup dgr ayat yg jujur daripada ayat menipu. Nanti kau akan rasa mcm dah tertipu sbb percaya dgn apa yg dia buat and apa yg dia ckp.And benda tu bkn senang utk kita lupakan.

Hey, sampai sekarang aku masih ingat hari kau dtg dekat aku dgn jeans dan tshirt putih kau sambil memegang sesuatu yg aku sendiri terkejut dan tak percaya. Apa agaknya yg kau fikirkan masa tu ye?